Sunday, February 29

heYz..matthew left for new zealand today. he'll probably reach..tmr morning? late morning. don't know when i'll ever get to see this crappy fren of mine again~ was really proud of the way lydia handled it. she didn't even cry, though she probably was inside! but she's going over to visit him in may, so i guess she'll be alrite~ :) then after graduation, it'll be my turn to cry, coz she'll be joining him over there... :__(

anywaez, bumped into alvin on the bus again! haha...small world. on my way to changi airport,got on bus 153, and suddenly, someone juz sat heavily down next to me. haha..alvin! for those who don't know, he's my ex-neighbour(he shifted at ard..7?). lost all contact, then so happened to be classmates during 1st 3 months. we didn't know that we were ex-neighbours till 4 of my sr classmates(incld him) came over to my place to prepare for a econs debate. haha..was amazed tt he could find the way all the way to my door, but even more so, when he went in and greeted my mom directly. hahhaa...such a great coincidence! singapore's so small.

anywaez, reached changi at 1, then studied with peishi till 3+ before i joined lydia, matthew, her dad, her sis(agatha) and her sis's bf (hong wei). after matt left, joined peishi back in studying..changi's so freaking cold! even with jeans, jacket and all, i was still cOld. wonder how those ppLe working there can survive.

wellz...managed to finish 5 outta 6 chapters of OM-operational management. haiz..dreaded cts are almost upon me. sianzed! hope i do well enough this sem...

once again, another lovely daY~ had breakfast with lydia, matthew, huisze and yuanhua at macs this morn. dang..haha..i really should've hired an escort with me today..then i won't be so brigHt sitting amongst them! haha, but the 2 of them seriouzlee have the couple lOok. lydia & matt: navy blue shirts, floral print-berms. vibrant, talkative. Huisze & yuanhUa: black t-shirts, khaki berms. shy, quieter. juz watching them makes me wanna laugh! hahaha..in a good way of cOz *grinz* after breakfast, they came up to my place, sat down, crapped, joked ard...basically chilling out b4 they go do their stuff.

after a late luncH, went out with my sis(janet) to town..ate new zealand ice cream with her, walked ard far east, prodding at stuff, but never buying. hahhaa..ttz how good a shopper we can bE! :P everywhere's having saLes, but somehow..juz can't seem to find the things i want. neither could she. walked to wisma and headed down to ps, before i left to suntec to meet peishi, jovin and soonlai for dinneR. at the end of our small shopping trip, i only bought a product from bodyshop, and she bought assessment books for my bro(jeremy, pri6), and 2 piano books from yamaha, PS. haha..*yAy*! 1 of the books, featuring songs from broadway, included Rent. i happen to have the cd of their musical, given to my fren and i from our sec 4 form & Lit teacher, Ms Choo.

jEe...after ystday's discussion, some of them backed out, and in the end, there were only 4 of us having dinner. they muz be real bZ~ munched at fountain terrace, before walking to crepes & cream at citylink for some icE cream...8 sCoops superbowl! hahaha..was super full after that...it was pretty yummy~ i like sorbets, but too mucH of a good thing can overkill...and i'm pretty worried tt sooner or later, i'll get heartbURN! :X planned stuff, joked some more, before we split and went hOme~ yUpz..

and ttz the end of my saturdaY. tmr, gonna study at changi with peishi..hope tt there'll be others joining in. coz i hafta go send matt off, and that'll take quite some time. don't wanna leave her alone there..

btw, who're u, marc? marcus from...? tp is it?

Friday, February 27

i think i've gained like another 5kg! all the eating, munching, chomping. dArn...no guY would evER want me anymore...hahha~ kidding. had a fantastic day with des yesterday. celebrated an early b-day with her. she's like..the 1st fren i have who's born on 29 feb. unique eH? :) anywaeZ, reached town early, and was panicking coz i couldn't find lilies (her fav fLower)..but thank God, managed to buy a stalk in time. ate at coffee club express, wisma, then went to roxy with her to exchange her bikini for blue. after that, jaywalked(more like jay-ran) to tangs and she had this form which she exchanged for escada island kiss. which she gave me...hahhaa, she's really such a dear! went to schooL, trained..

played with luke one set juz before i left. hahaha..he's a damn funny guy! he gave in to me alot, and beat me 9-7. but i think during that one set with him, my strokes improved by juz that tEeeny wEeeny bit. *grinZ* muz have another set with him after common tests. :P

left at ard..7+ with des to holland V. haiyah..i still think she should have met up with her new fren(whom she met at the museum earlier that day.a london lad, 22? 7 weeks off, travelling ard asia. darn cooL, if u ask me.) well, she didn't meet up with him, but we went to coffee bean, drank some stuff and moved on to pho hua, des's previous workplace. they treated us super nice, not charging us for drinks or the appetizers which cost 5+. and charged us for a smaller bowl rather than the large one we ordered. :) hahaha...so, in grateful thanx, i'm promoting for them FOC...Go to PhO huA! fooD is YummY. seriouZ~

today, went to bishan with wanrou & xiuli again, and studied at macs there. *yaWnz* pretty much stoned after a late night..doing matthew's farewell gift, and on the phone with zhihao. he's great at talking crap. hahhaa...poor guy...coz i'm a darn boring girl, can't really talk well over the phone unless good frenz sort. talked till 4am in the morn.jEez.. anywaez, can't wait for tests to be ovEr! hahhaa..but ended up talking and crapping with wanrou more than studying. i'm pretty much a goner this time...

wellz...bz rushing out a present for matthew..lydia(my bez fren)'s bf. he's returning to new zealand on sunday morning, and we're having a farewell lunch on sat, together with huisze and her bf. jeez...imagine the scenario: Lydia and her bf, Huisze and her bf, Janice. hahhaa..missing something yeaH? :P i'll be sO bright tmR! hahaha...oh yes, like i said, i'm less than halfway done..so i gotta get back to it. guess ttz all that i have to share for now... good lucK for ur common tests, all of yOu~ :) shall aim for all As! (haha..but my fingers are somehow crossed. i wonder why..)

Sunday, February 22

what a perfectly beastly sunday. ironic hUh, that sundays are supposed to be the epitome of family-gatherings, luncheons, dates, churCh-going..basically, a happy, relaxing day.juz that for me, it's anything but. was supposed to go out with my sis, to get presents(for des and matthew).really impt, coz i'm pretty bz, so's she. but my mom juz spoilt it all, by saying how we're alwaez going out every weekend, that we're alwaez not ironing our clothes(funny hUh, that i alwaez seem to have enough clothes daily?if she doesn't iron, who does? duH.), and that her fren's coming over. like..sO?? got majorly pissed off by her assuming comments, her sacarastic remarks and her attitude. juz now, after i've cleaned my room, ironed my clothes, her fren called and apologised to say she wasn't coming today. and did my mom still let me go out? nOoo...no reasons given. muz be the weather.avoiding her like the plague since lunch,with minimum replies-lacklustre, dull ones.

while ironing, tripped over the wire, and the iron fell. luckily, i moved quickly. but what followed was a resounding "Oui" from none other than my dad who heard the noise. he chided me on being careless, blahblah, expensive iron...anything but ask whether i was injured or not. similar stuff happened before, clumsy me, dropping things, getting injured, but impt qtns are alwaez related to the object, not whether i was actually harmed. was tempted to draw the iron to my hand and test my dad's reply. but i don't wanna incur more doctor's fees for my dad. extra burden to the already burdening me. but i don't blame my dad. difficult children are alwaez irritable to parents.

contemplated bout my existence. am i such a bane to them? perhaps so. it's bad enough if their investment receives no returns, but worser should it plunges into debt. but i have to agree that my attitude's bad. realised that i'm alot more selfish, sacarstic and uncaring then before. but guess what? i enjoy being that. it's tiring to be nice all the time, to be fine-tuned to everyone's needs, to try and be so tolerating, to push oneself to Godly-like behaviour. i may appear cheerful and nice at times, but i've got my own melancholy side, multiple skeletons in my closets, vengeful,jealous rages that're hard to suppress.i hide it from frenz, so i can only put it in words.i don't strive for perfection. my aim is to be normal, not outstanding.the external shine of pOwer is toO much, subtlety is graciously received. but i wonder...what IS normality?

Friday, February 20

hEyz...still at home now...getting ready to go to school. mightY gLAd that fridays start at 1~!
pLayed sQuasH yesterDay, didn't have mucH training. whacKed ard with jacK, junyaN, ji xiAng, you xiang, amy and lifen. after that, also played with hannah, and des for awhiLe. jEez..tt girl's got an agenda against gary man. hopE they resolve it soon, esp since they're like supEr gooD frenz! had supper with jack, junyan, ji xiang and you xiang after practice...at al ameen. *yuMZ*! chEese and mushroOm prata's super delicioUs. and unheAlthY. hahha..and my goal..to lose weighT? hahhaa..ermz..starts next week!met edward and eugene plus other canoeing pEeps on the way to the bus stop...hahha..edward's still as irritating as evEr....*oOps*

on the bus ride with you xiang home...talked bout..life. realised that i'm really, truly blessed with a good liFE. nO rougH storms to tide ovER, no gut-wrenching stuff to endure...it's really smooth sailing with pretty dealable stress. but all those...stuff that one has to go through can really make one grow-up and become more mature. guess i'm still stucK in my lil wonderfuL doMe. wonder when sucH shocKs will one daY hit upon and break my gLass dome....







together with a whoLe buncH of ppLe.mixtuRE of nyaa & asC caMp fREnz

Thursday, February 19

hEyZ... :) met up with my clique today-becs, huiqing and huisze, to celebrate..post v'daY~! ate at cafe cartel & coincidently, met camy and janelle(sec schooL frenz). haha...what alot of stories we had to share! crapped, joked, interrogated(huisze, recently attached), bombarded and munched our way through into the nighT. after all this time since sec schooL, i'm really proud to have them as my true bLue, all-time buddiEs whom i can really trust. though we may be seperated by schooLs and time, when we meet up, boY, there's lotsa blabbing and sharing. *grin* now that becs and huisze are officially couples...2 down, 1 more to gO--huiqing! hahah~ becs opened this qtn to us, bout what do huisze and i think hq's future bf will be like..jEez, it's kinda *wow*, but i managed to nail the potential guy to a T. everything i said, was exactly what hq envisioned! sPooKiE..

darn..tmr..pqs class at 8. means..i gotta wake up at 6. quiz time tmr! *dratz* barely halfway thru...tired...and sLeepy..and..there's sQuasH tmr! muz really train hard. don't wanna get kicked out of the team by year1s. talking bout which....*sigH* they really get it goOD. once they join, they have good coaches to guide and help them. des, amanda and i? had to struggle thru since year 1 till last year's ivp without much help. talk about dedication. sure can get on one's nerves. what the hell man...seriouzlee leaves me with no comments at all. niTez.

Sunday, February 15

HappY vaLentine's dAy to all couPles oUt there~! hope all of u had a fantastic day.. :) i did. hahhaa, but not in the form of a date. more like..dates~ :P
today, went for the prize presentation.saw lay kuan there~! oh my gosh...she's some smarT girL, with all the prizes..*swEat*
after that, went out with jack, jixiang,jovin,junyan,soonlai,samuel,peishi and me. went ard suntec, met up with hUiszE, met casper,dorothy,weiliang,simon,jason..lotsa np pEepz! played poOl after that. jEez..some of them are seriouzlee goOd! after dinner, we went to esplanade and fullerton..talk crap, joke ard.. these gUys are really fun to hang oUt with. gReat sTress-relievErs~! oh yeah, and they were real nice, coz they bought a rose for me. jEe~! :) oh, and it was great that although i haven't known peishi for a long time or what, we can click pretty aLrite.
didn't do much today, but very tired. muz be the late nights and early mOrnings. muz change lah..cannot survive on this current sleep pattern. actually planned to work more on my blog's template...but super shagged, muz sLeep real soOn! goOdnitez~

Saturday, February 14

lovely day today! woke up, went swimming and had tutorials at 1. skipped my lect and went to play squasH with des instead.where's cOach??! need him manz..really scared that i'll be replaced on the team, which is so likely considering my lousy strokes!gosh..arm aching! hahaa...accidently caused my arm to slip out of the socket...~ jEez...becoming so injury-prone recentLy! i wonder why...stroke of bad lucK? but that was during aSc...bad fengsHui!*ponders* anyway, went for astronomy with peishi and soonlai..too bad weida couldn't join us, coz we gained some pretty insightful knowledge! learned bout orion constellation, the rigel and betelguese stars, scorpio, procyron, sirius, caines major and minor..yeah. ttz bout it,i guess? it was fUn! gLad i went today.. :) but i doubt i'll be going on a constant basis..needa generate more interest in this kinda thing.

it's valentine's day aLready! hapPY v'day everyoNe! needa wake up early go schooL tmr, for prize presentation. hahaa...got top for my IS mod last sem..jEe! and after that, meet up with the AsC peePz for an SingLes eXcLusive oUting~~ aLriteY man...catcHa lateR~!

Friday, February 13

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aNother beautifuL day, goNe~ had training today..did court sprints with amanda..and banged my injured nail! it bent in 2..and started bLeeding again. Darn.and Ouch.muzn't be as careless as..zhihao! :P
think my forehand's really deproving! well..not that it was good in the first pLaCe. juz can't do it properLy today. Ohhh..buT i maNaged to win bAozhU! played 2 sets..i won 10-9, 9-4. haha...cOz she used des's racquet. nOt used to it, probabLy. :P *thank God*! hahhaa..

on a more seriouz note...further deteoriation btw wanrou(my cLASsmate) and me.she still hasn't figured out watz the problem, and meanwhile...i'm still..being the cold, distant, sacarstic me. since last fri. think she realised something wasn't right..coz she asked me if i was pissed and stuff. donno laHz..all along, we seem like..suPer cLose buddies. but right now...i can't even smile at her. or look at her. it's that bad! hope i'll be able to cool down and..hopefully...i don't know.it's affecting me so bad...really distracts me from my daily biz. jEez!

Wednesday, February 11

hey, i'm back to blogging! it's been a bLardee long time since i blogged.hopefully i stick ard for a mucH longer time, with less troubLe from my nEw blogspot!