Sunday, January 30

played squash on friday. had a great time playing with leslie! *grin* sons are improving. in fact, all my kids are!

stayed up late to complete PCR report ystday and woke up reeeal sleepy this morning. almost late for church! great sermon today by ivan. he's damn good at it..talked bout Ephesians today, and how we are united through Christ & we shldn't build walls to seperate ourselves (eg: family background, race, income, etc). it's actually inline with what i learn during WISP. it's amazing how things go. you think that 2 matters are so different but at the end of the day? it's just all 1 big circle. we're all connected! if i draw a line starting from where i stand, i can link up with Anything & Everything on earth. so in truth, we're never alone :)


'scuse me. 'scuse me.'
'hmm? yes?'
'can I know you? please?'
'er..no thanx.'
'please?'
'no...sorry' walks away.
(weird)


studied SQM at jonas's place today. thank goodness i was prepared, coz he's studyroom there is freaking cold! hahaha..couldn't find the remote :P passed by lagoon view twice. i miss nco bbq gatherings and i miss charmaine!

Wednesday, January 26

okay, i know i'm not suppose to be blogging, but darn, i juz feel like doing it!


met lydia on sunday. suppose to be a short meeting to pass her her long-belated christmas present. but ended up talking for aaaages. (think in terms of hours) hahah~


watched desperate housewives and didn't study much. hahahhaa...(i'm screwed)


went out with jonas on tues to do some shopping...well, i didn't buy anything, but he bought a cap and 2 shirts. hahhaa..don't know how he's mom's gonna react when she finds out tt he did more shopping! saw the bonia wallet tt my sis desires...hmm..a lil over my budget but *shrugz* it's not bad! heh, kinda like the design of my esprit one. had dark choc today! jo paid for it & my wood's lozenges (sore throat) oh yes..and we shared a large waffle from gelare. absolutely deeelicious~ oh yes. met many celebrities today..michelle saram, michelle chia, shaun chen, christopher ho and suzanne walker. (: surprisingly many!


well, so here i am today, nursing a bad throat, a runny faucet-i mean, nose..and a cough.
current tally: half a box of tissue.
current condition: aching body-fever? (weida shld be a doctor! ), nose rubbed raw, and a irritating throat. hahha~ i better get well before fri! don't wanna sniffle throughout the test.


ttz bout all. gotta mugmugmug! (psyching myself to do so) *fingers crossed*

Friday, January 21

juz had a wonderfully slack day today, with my family...out for lunch and for a lil shopping. my sis picked out this timberland wallet which cost 99 bucks. but it was wayyyy out of my budget, so i guess i can only subsidise half of it. *shrugz* she's got expensive taste! well, i kinda enjoyed myself today, though i didn't do much. bUt. i still felt that i was lugging ard a heavy heart. all those piles of assignments bEggiNg to be completed. *argh* however, i'll still miss school when i do graduate. how not to? i've spent 15 out of 19 years, studying! seriously hope that i can dedicate a few more in the pursuit of a degree. oh welllllll......


anyway, realised that loads of u have probably not seen the haNdsomesT being on tHe earth and univErse. presenting the ever charming, ever HAndsOme, love of my liFe(excluding my family and gfs)......*drumroLLz*------TWIRL!





Sleepy Kitty (at the balcony)

Wednesday, January 19

folks who didn't catch it, here's steven lim's webby.

http://www.stevenlim.net/

ahhh. finally back in here. i'm at hm right now, nursing a pounding headache and a cold, instead of attending my lect. *argh* everytime i sneeze (which is kinda often), my head squeezes a lil.
anyway, i'm not here to talk bout my condition.


oh yes,impt... a huge thanx to hangloon! reeally helped me alot on monday. :D


hmm..oh yes, last saturday, juz met up with a coupla ex-jc frenz. lydia, alvin, jerome, zhiyang. had dinner at kenny rogers--which pushed my financial affairs back even more. we crapped, talked...and coz lydia and alvin had to leave early, jerome, zhiyang & i decided to get somemore entertainment. heh. karaoke at kbox, suntect :) both dudes were really nice, they paid for my share! jeez. those 2 seem to be having the time of their lives in ns!*envious* jerome..still has time to go clubbing/pubbing and whatnot, whereas zhiyang spends his time watching vcds!-my date with a vampire 3. hahhaa..a-mazing. thankfully, not all ns guys aren't as lucky as them. can't imagine wat'll happen in times of a war! *grin*


yesterday. ahhh. most interesting tutorial! guess what? it was held at Orchad! heh. pre-tty good eh? spent a lil time doing our observations of pple in robinsons & cold storage (centrepoint). did it with clare..and proceeded for some shopping! how bad can tt be? actually, quite. coz both of us were really drained. w/o in a short while, we were practically dragging our feet, and asking each other where to go next. even while resting, we weren't really at ease, coz of all the uncompleted proj. burdens the heart and messes the mind.

oh yeah, we got approached by steven lim! *ugh* steven: 'she-bangs'-in-a-mini-yellow-swimming trunks-during-idol-audition plus wannabe-hunk & oh-i-think-i'm-hot guy. *bleagh* absolutely disgusting. gotta find his website for clare and bryan. hmm...think i got it from edward previously. oh wellll. time for class...hope my headache clears soon. ciao!

Monday, January 10

living through life, in a grey fog of ignorance,
absorbing none admist pouches of breathes
desperately grasping, grabbing,gasping!
yet all it clings to, floaty mist.


with withered tendrils, pulsating knobs,
Light cruelly flits its elude.
slithering seams, gliding in its path,
beaten and kicked.


yet still it grows, a rash that never goes.
aimlessly spinning, stretched outright in attempt,
breathily shrunken, grostequely mishappened.
yet the days whispered as it lay, forlorn.

Friday, January 7

more than just ur average meanie.


i'm unconsciously vicious.

Wednesday, January 5

:) yesterday---January 4, was my sis's birthdaY! juz had a smashing celebration together with my family at nite. we(parents, bro,sis & terrence) had dinner at Vienna. *yumZ* heh. think oysters, mussels, scallops, crayfish, prawns, crabs, sushi, sashimi, buddha jump over the wall, etc etc.


after dinner, terrence, my sis & i adjourned to No.5 at orchad emerald. quite a nice place, good ambience, cute waiters. heh. met terrence's hk frenz..candy, michelle, melanie and daryl. :)
all 7 of us (including t, sis & me) bottoms up to 2 shots. chilli vodka, followed by chilli vodka+chilli padi. buy chilli vodka get the chilli v + chilli padi free! good deal. but whoa. it really packs a real mean punch! the tabasco hit home base..and jeez..it's really some serious shit! after tt, we shared a No.5..quite good lah. & i also took a champagne..*sLurPz* then JJ came, and he tried the 2 chilli shots too. hahahhaa...for a good drinker like him, he could also feel his insides churning! after some chatting and all.... JJ sent us home.


so..yup, here i am. home at 145. *yawnz* still gotta do some of my tutorials. awww..damn! hahahaa.. but all in all, a fun night. got quite an experience with the chilli padi vodka. some day, U gotta try it *grin* bottoms up!

Sunday, January 2

whoa. nearly been a mth since a last blogged. heh. in fact, u can say that my last entry was done up last year! fantastic attempt at being lame. anyway...


merry christmas and happy new year to ya'll!


it's been a great year..except for the tragic disaster that happened. yeah, the earthquake+tsunami incident. times like these, u suddenly feel proud of the human race for their compassion and sincerity. so, for 2004, u've got to include ups and downs, bumps and humps, mishaps and memborable events..yeah, u probably got the idea. the days juz pass by and before we know it, we forget. yup, we most definitely do, gradually. in this year alone, we've experienced the joy as singaporeans when li jiawei and ronald susilo shone with brilliance, stepping down of goh chok tong and the rising of lee hsien loong- our new pm, the loss and death of huang na, bird flu ( going eggless for some time) and many others. there're probably other major events in the news but i'm not gonna mention all~ how many can U remember?


alrite, so what can U remember of ur life in 2004? the delight, the sorrow, the joy, the gloominess. I think my life in 2004 has been enriching, fun-filled, and enlightening. AbsoLutely Magnificent. i have so many, many, more things, people and events to be thankful for. In fact, i have countless blessings! God and his everlasting miracles, my family-dad, mom, sis, bro, twirl. best friends, girlfrens, squash frens, classmates, ex-classmates, frens in np, frens from sec school,pri school, blah blah, my able body, healthy mind, the countless wishes and blessings from others, a warm and safe home, sufficient money, being able to study in np, my life and so many more!


and thank you terrence for the birthday gifts! they are indeed, another thing to be grateful for. your hardwork and sincerity is not forgotten, but greatly appreciately! :)


i've had my share of joy. have u? it's never to late to count ur blessings and give thanx to the One who is always giving and forgiving. spread the love, share the joy. give to the less, and make this year 2005, a Much better one. *wink*