Wednesday, March 31

lemme juz recap the past few days..
on fri, went out with the asc gang to celebrate sweet raq's bday. had dinner, whereby we gave her a swatch watcH *grinz*. after that, went ktv-sunlight. hahaa..had lotsa fun with them, but had to leave earlier. test on sat.. which i bombed at it. it's AAA..and actually..it's not that tough. bUt. BUT i didn't have time to study.damn.gonna get it back next wed..and i'm freaking scared. serves me right.

ob agm on sat evening. sat with houyee(sky), kenneth, jac & vanessa, had fun crapping, joking..*blahblah*bunch of nice ppLe. des stayed over :) , terrence toO. went for supper at Best Roti Prata (1 of leslie kwok's biz) at 11+.no bus to catch back, so we walked back to my place..and we had this great sharing session.both of us are pretty much stuck rite now..haha...no relationships, no mr right. but i'm still rather ok now..but i think her's is much more serious. think she's really ready for one right now, juz tt there aren't any guys for her! so many suitors, but none are good for her. jEe..where have they all disappeared to?

had squash ystday. trained abit of drives(bz & jian), volleys & crosscourt (coacH)..i really do suck. horribLy so. hafta train alot harder. but can't go for training on thurs...proj.*sigH*

met des juz now, had dinner with her at amk's mos burger. talked bout relationships again.it's bothering her alot. doubt i can do much to help.

facing quite a few problems in my life too. juz feel so down in the dumps at times. where's my counsellor? lost touch with him too.
it's the feeling of..being ignored, not being wanted, and that i'm useless tt really gets me down.for now.darn.

Thursday, March 25

Spirit Wings

Some birds live in cages,
they never learnt to fly,
and like those birds i never found my wings.
Lord your love released me,
so i can see the sky,
And carry me on the love of your Spirit Wings..

Spirit Wings, you lift me over all the earth-bound things
and like a bird my heart is flying free,
I'm soaring on the love of your Spirit wings
O Lord of all,
You let me see
The vision of
Your majesty
You lift me up
And carry me, on your Spirit Wings.

Wednesday, March 24

took the OKCupid test..juz to see wat i'm liKe :)

The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)


Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth

CONSIDER: The Loverboy


jie's colleague-JJ, came over today..coOked dinner, and even wasHed up! he rox man...such a gentle giant!
decided that the man i marry, muz be willing to coOk for me. of coz, it'll go both ways :) but first..i gotta learn how to.

attended specialisation talks today..found out that everyone in my class wants to take Service Management. and other frenz wanna take Tourism & Leisure Management. i'll probably be alone, but heck..i'm gonna take Marketing, tt is..if i can get in.

Tuesday, March 23

had quite abit of fun yesterday over at swensons.been a long time since we hanged out there. *yuMz*
haVe to really thank aaron for his help yesterday, hahhaha..i was so nervous for him! he sounded real nervous toO.but everything went smoothly without a glitch.
huiqing & i agreed that ALL guYs can fLirt. ALL. hahhaa...juz that the method varies.wondered how many % flirtatious i am? do they have a test for that?
i'm real gLad that through preparations & planning for becs bday, hq & i bonded alot. both of us can click really well! in fact, its the closest i've ever gotten with her :) still think that she's very sociabLe, smart, pretty and all, wondered why doesn't she have a bf? what has happened to all the gUyz? but hey, i believe that God has a plan for everything. but right now...i seriously need His guidance.coz i'm still struggling, and i'm still lost.

i hope he answers my prayer.

Sunday, March 21

wah...time sure flies by fasT! another week's gone by..
recount of past events: had badminton polympics...won one, lost one, and entered the quarter finals. purposely labelled the opposing team's capt as a bitch, but eventually regreted... :P on friday, had another match, played ladies doubles with wanrou and won that match, but lost to the other team overall. :( rushed down to marina bay with zhihao after that, to join the rest of the gang for dinner~ *yuMz*! haha....there was..jixiang, his gf, soonlai, you xiang, jovin, peishi, raquel, lek meng, jack, kaixiang, junyan, samuel, zhihao, and me. after dinner, played bowling, pool, arcade, and finally back to schoOl. haha..was damn tired, although i didn't join in the poOl game. toO embarrassed, coz they were damn pro! and i was toO tired..couldn't do anything except stoNe. tried to sleep at the couch at the pool centre, but light was toO bright, and i was toO cold!
at the arcade centre, aaron, zhihao and jack danced the parapara..hahaha..they were pretty goOD, esp since it's the first attempt! not for jack though..hahaha..he's the pro onE.

went back in schoOl on sat morn after that..attended an ECD talk on entrepreneurship. they were droning away, and i fell asleep...when my fren poked me on the sides, i jumped! hahaha..what a perKer.. :P
had squasH match with jjc after that, and then went home to help my parents prepare for the bbQ. was exhausted, and took a short nap..

met huiqing today, to do some shopping.shopping for gUyz. :P met this really gorgeous one, but he was with his parents! we had such stringent requirements, and he fulfilled it! what a let-down. approached one, but he's chinese sPeaking.danG.but we took his no. anyway..hope becs appreciates our efforts! haha...hope our plan goes well tmr, without a glitch.hate murphy's law.

my week's gonna be damn bz. monday,suppose to have badminton match, but becs b-day ranks higher. tues, squash.wed, match, thurs squash,fri another bday celebration, sat test+biathlon(damn..i'm so unfit!).sunday...hmm..anyone wanna boOk me? :P

Monday, March 15

had a fabulous weekend~ went with lydia, along with huisze and yuan hua for ncc's (new creation church) worship under the stars on sat. played games in the afternOon, and had a worship session in the evening. but..haha...it started raining juz when the music got rolling!drenched to the skin, but it was real fUn. :) enjoyed aLot! and made lotsa new frenz..all from nyp, coz i joined the nyp caregroup. oh yeah, think i saw..edmund there? ex-srjc fren...in ns now, coz his hair's cropped real shOrt.

yesterday, went for the..event organised by leo club(NP) to sell candies, to raise funds for the elders. went to bugis, along with junyan, soon lai, ji xiang, you xiang, and elisa-my classmate~ can truthfully say that i gave it my bez.. :D was real tired when we ended at..3? draggy, rubberised legs..sleepy, panda eyes..had a shot of coffee in the morn, but effect was gone by then! went shopping with my sis, and met Dennis from TAS at Isetan! after that, went to meet zhihao for dinner. ate turskish food at far east. *yuMmy* and then shopped some more, but didn't buy anything eLse. oh yes, met benson outside heeren. so qiaO~

on the nel mrt station at dhoby ghaut, saw lydia's frenz-ryan, shawn..and another guy whom i forgot the name. also met ngai mun(pri sch fren) & kAT~!(sec sch pardner) oh man! keep bumping into her recentLy. haha..told her to stay away, stop following me and tt i didn't want to see her :P which is wat she also said to me..hahah~ later on, turned out tt i was on the same train as lydia! went over to her find her, and chatted with her :) good thing we stay rather cLose!

*grinz* weLLz..it's been a rather great weekend, isn't it? except tt i've got tons of work to do now! having badminton polympics in the evening. *cross fingers* aLL de bez to my team-quiRky fEatherz!

Wednesday, March 10

bEen a lOoooNg time since i bLoggEd, yeaH? recounting my past days, i had an enjoyable saturday out with my asc camp frenz(samueL, junyan, raqueL, jovin, soonlai, and later on, jixiang, his gf, peishi.)...chilled out in town, doing nothing mucH excePt walk, crapped, played pranks and aTe. oh yeah, samueL had a really yuMmy oreo cheesecaKe! with extra flavouring such as pepper, salt, cheese, tabasco sauce(haha..i added the tabasco.extra yUmmy) :P

sunday, went for an event organised by TAS. pLayed with kids from 2 diff orphanages..they were really cUte! and naughTy. got labelled as les, gay..and avoided like the plague within minutes of knowing them.*goSh* haha...but i had some gooD, clean fUn. refLecTed on my life bacK that day..felt truLy bLesseD. :) don't u? met up with huiqing in the evening, haha..got daRed(5 bucks & haagen-daz ice-cream..) to go approach both the manager and another guy(both pretty good-lOoking) to assist me in a favoUr. shan't say watz it though~ but i did compLete my daRe *grinZ*

received 2 of my tests..grades sucKed. lapsed into momentary depression..still is, juz not as bad. told all of it to zhihao, and he was 'counselling' me. gOt too mucH on my minD..got to the point that..was toO...'tired' to joke, laugh, talk...reflected on myself. and i was so freaking scared. coz everything is so uncertain...and i don't seem to have accomplished anythinG! i've juz been so bz with stuff, having fun, enjoying myseLf..but i haven't done anything seriouz and meaningfuL. in short, a loser.

had squasH yesterday. deproved so mucH! now, both my forehand & backhand sucK. didn't train much either..gotta bucK up manz...

was still feeling a little down juz nOw, but hahha..thanx to my humourous fren-->weida..hahah..alot better noW :) thanx for ur concErn!

note to eugene: heyz, i was juz in a bad moOD that day, seriouz. no need to apologise to me, in fact, i should be the one apologising..so sorry...

to marcus: i seriouzlee can't recall who u are!hmmz...

Wednesday, March 3

heYheyz...what do ur think bout the new tempLate? find that it's not too bad, but missing out in some features. so i'm still on the constant lookout for better templates..haha, mainly coz i don't know how to do one on my own yeT~ given time, i'll definitely learn!

it's been a pretty sO-so weEk. as usual..not exactly stressed up. in fact, think i'm slacking waYyy toO mucH!yesterday, after EC test, studied with wanrou & xiuli at canteen1 umbrella area, before i joined peishi, jixiang, junyan,jovin and yong xiang at the library. hahaha..crapped and joked plenty, before going to al ameen for dinner.didn't eat my usual cheese prata, coz of what peishi said.(one prata=18rounds of the track) seriouzlee scAred the bejeeZes out of me! hahaha..avoid it like the plague! jovin sent all(except junyan) home, coz it was relatively on the way..he's a real good spoRt~ and his driving's not too bad either~

had my OM test this morn. screwed up real bad on OM..got those...bad feeling in the pits like when u do something real bad..makes me feel so queasy inside. but i've got 3 more tests to lOok forward to. pLus plenty more projecTs *yahoO.* ..don't even want to start counting, coz i'm suRe to freak oUt.
talked to jiaai yesterdaY? haha..didn't know she's such a huge cat lovEr! if she had a..big dog, or..any dog(except chihuahuas), i would've gladly swapped TwirL with it. *gasP* what a bad owner i am! haha..

after the test, went to study at the library with wanrou & xiuli~ ohh! did i mention? yesterday, met Kat & JoeL again! haha...was on my way to schooL for the test, when i met them at the overhead bridge. and today, met joel again in the library with jovin(they're classmates)

hmm...saw jack toO, he's got 2 papers today.so fiErce manz..*shudders*
oh yes...saw eugene today..*argH* asked me to write for him a testimonial..TWiCe! gosH..so...bhb? irritating...he bugged wanrou bout it toO...*jEez* totally no comments for that guy...

tmr's marketing paper. easiest to study by far :) have been slacking all evening, so guess after i round this up..gotta go start mugging again. ciAoZ!