today is a damn screwed up day. fantastic.

screwed up by exam paper (SLM). shit. expected to ace it, but i had unsettling things crowding in my mind. i hope you're satisfied.


glimmer of rays in my day: met up with jack, weida, hangloon, raquel, lek meng, kaixiang, and wei qing today. had a lunch treat from jack at sakae sushi..*yumz*! went to play pool..hahhaa..took 2 more games off jack. total tally of 3. lucky for me, he was trying a few stunts & was a lil rusty. hung out at coffee bean- suntec & had to rush off for dinner with my family after that, in the evening.


and now..back to the grey matters in life.



I Despise You.


it's raining.


i didn't know that it hurts so much.

been bz lately. nOt with studying though, regrettably. i need a study buddy! *argh*

on thurs, hung out w some of my asc paLs. only a few could make it though...JacK, HangloOn, SamueL, Weida, ZhihaO, me--went to watcH RE2. movie ain't toO bad. milla jovovich brings back memories of Joan of Arc. :-) chilled out at a coupla places, walked and talked, crapped.. & raquel joined us for dinner. and tt kinda ended the day. well..no sweatz, after exams, we'll have another gathering before jack flies off *grin*


on fri ( ystday) hmm..oh yeah. suppose to have squash today, but didn't go coz i wasn't feeling toO good. throat infection continues, w a bout of flu & giddiness. *frowns* entire day wasted staring at my notes w clouds floating by..birds chirping, grasshoppers creaking..*oops*..i sidetracked! haha..yeah, tt was me on fri.


today, celebrated Huisze's birthdaY in advance. told her to meet for brkfast at 10, but becs, huiqing & i crashed in at 8! heh. early wake-up surprise. played some mahjong at her plaCe to spend time..then she was sent on a treasure hunt ard her house for her present *grin* ok, muz admit, was kinda proud of it, coz this idea was totally mine, and i worked out all the diff clues & spots. aft tt, we went to raffles city for sakae sushi buffet. I'm so in lOve w susHi! hahah...*cheers* watched whiTe chicks too..then kinda juz hung out at bugis w huisze. saw sinyee today..she's sO chio! omg..hahaha...all the transformations since sec schoOl. a-mazing. some got chio-er, more vivacious, hippier....fatter :X (points at myseLf)


gotta start mugging, coz hz's coming over to my place tmr. suppose to stayover, but she can't. but we're gonna swim, watch movies..chill oUt & hey, we won't run out of things to do, so no sweatz bout it. only thing is...I NEeDa STUDY!


darn.

had IBS presentation in sch ystday. talked for 6min instead of 10. which is really bad. but hopefully i built a gd rapport & made an impact..can boost my marks a lil. hopefully so! *fingers crossed* no needa see the dragon lady no mOre. ahhhh...



Yesterday was Ven's bday. HapPY 18th birthdaY to u, dear! :)
went to sch for squash meeting.. & got ven to go on the pretex of it being completely compuLsoRy.


krys, stephen & serene prepared the cAke..well, the 1st cake. hahaa..complete w whipped cream, m&ms and 3 rochers. *yuMz* but it was aLLL waSted, with lotsa smearing of it on ven! ryan happiLy pusHed her face in coz she's suppose to get the rochers oUt w her mouth only. good thing she didn't put her face flat down. :P buggers man..the guys..weizhong, les, zhengjie, dion in the courts, ryan & stephen running off. nOt spOrting! least u couLd do is heLp smear more cream on ven rite? heh.


brought vodka absolute(yummy vanilla), & mixed it w half a can of root beer. strong liquer manz, coz after mixing, it was 1 full can of drink. *whoa* and even though the guys helped her, she managed to finish most of it on her own. pOwer. offered the rest a sip of the pure vodka..and stephen didn't know what it was...he gulped it down! totally burned man. whatmore, it wasn't cold. a sip is already bad enougH *urGh* ven was pretty stoned for awhiLe aft tt, but she was fine when she got hm. yup..she's strong :D


after she changed into an extra shirt tt i brought...we presented her w the real cAke. Ooohh..it was really goOD! by swissbake, i recall. diviNe. :) and there were 2 strawberries! ven was real sweet, & let me bite 1 of it. i love berries--blackberries, blueberries, cherries, strawberries, raspberries..*melts* krys & serene has gd taste!


after squashing somemore, we went to kap for dinner, minus stephen & zhengjie, plus ryan's gf. and all 8 of us had a good time crapping & laughing. teased ven bout wai kit (haha)..and she was a bit ruffled by all the comments! maybe not ruffled..but definiteLy bothered by it *grin*


overall, a fantabulous celebration for a enthuvacious girL! *yay*

juz had a wonderful day out today :)

met dearest hq in the late morning (i was early & she was late.HA!) & went to far east to get hz a present *grin* tried to shop for my stuff at the same time, with her disapproval! want and needed to get some stuff..ear studs, this top from esprit, bag..and desperately needed a slipper, coz my sandals were doing some major blisterial damage. (think bulging blister w a cute lil mushy water bubble) ouch.


finally got my footwear at stadium, then proceeded to pasir ris for an hour of blading & another for cycLing! gotta confess, i can't blade for nuts & this is my 1st time! by the end of the hour, could move..but can't brake. *darn* cycling was heaps more enjoyabLe, though. *grin* 10 bucks..bloody cheap! love the uncles there.. will definitely patronise that place again.


juz wanna thank God for answering my prayer, coz outta the 2 problems..1 has been solved. hallelujiah! prayed that lydia and hz's problems will work out, and now, have to juz wait for him to work his miracle on lydia :) oh..and hq's one toO. *wink*


gambatte, terrence. :) squash hard. He'll continue to bless ur relationship w my dear sis. no sweatz

Love, Me


I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."


We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, insteadOf her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:


If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.I'll meet you when my chores are through;I don't know how long I'll be.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.And between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.


I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.


If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.I'll meet you when my chores are through;I don't know how long I'll be.But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.And between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.Between now and then, till I see you again,I'll be loving you. Love, me.



I hate sad stories and breakups.