*ganjiOng* scaReded! getting back results tmr. have a dreadful feeling that i won't get into the specialisation that i wanted. same awful feeling that i got everytime i emerged from the examination hall! *queasY guTs*

got a SM talk(hey, don't think in the perverse way. SM as in Service Mgmt!heH.) tmr morning from 830 to 11...and i think we're getting the results back in the moRning.means....if i don't get into SM...i'll be bloody wasting my time there! but it'll be better to sit, with my innards wrenching and wallowing in the feeling of being lost, then to go to work and face the 2 SP girls.shan't elaborate why i don't like working with them rite now..coz..i'm tOo nervOus! maybe i should start regretting not studying hard, and leaving it till the last evening before the paper, to mug and cram in front of the tv or laptop.

*aRgh*!!! my emotions are running amock and spilling out at an all time high...need to calm dowN.
think of something gooD..*breathes in* *breathes out* *oOoohhhmmmmm* ..

oh? tmr going to schooL..then i can collect the photos from weiliang! ahhh..that's a good thing!
haiyah..but the bad things that are gonna take place overtakes it 10 to 1...

hoW?

juz started my attachment today at esprit(read:es-pree)retail, and *oh boy*, do i ever feel the love of god! *lapses into sheer bliss* i've been surely, truly, blessed!

all along, been hoping that i get an office job, esp now with the ugly bandage. but yesterday, suddenly had this thought in my head that doing sales, i can improve my verbal and customer service skills..and lose weight running and standing tOo! so wherever they post me to, i'll be really happy..

turns out, today, had a full day of orientation (butt-aching kind). was great~
and here are the reasons why i'm sOoOOO gLad!
1) they posted me to office(warehousing) for 1 month till 7 june,and the rest in retail. best combi for me! coz i can't do sales with an ugly bandage.plus, i'm in the office longer, which i prefer to doing sales for this attachment.learn more of the inside process..good yeah?

2) my work starts at 730 and ends at 4!(diff timing on saturdays..perhaps i get to be mystery shopper? *grin*) may sound super early, but hey, i get to jalan jalan after work! and no pEak-hour rushes. agreeable that it sounds good? :)

3) i get to dress casual for work! t-shirt(with no other brands visibLe), jeans and sports shoes. my kinda styLe.thumbs up!

4) hahaha...my pay! it's $700 per month. way better than wat we were told to expect (420 per month) ho ho...joyous news indeed for all of us!

there're other minor wonderful news...but hey, it'll bog u down, coz i've got dozens of things to cheer over when i'm in such a hapPy mooD!
*hums the song: Oh happY day*

*woOhOoo*!

i've bEen jinxEd! refuse to believe in it after the episodes of losing stUff, but i am sure as hell, that i've been jinxed.i've lost my keys(my beautifUl keycHains!), my ezlink card($21 juz to remake it. *oucH* ), condo card($20..yet to purchase *doubLe oucH* ) and....grand applause ppLe..my *tripLe ouCh* factor. stitcHes. 3 stitcHes.and a scAr for liFE.

happened like this: after my usual 30(small) laps, proceeded to accompany my bro in playing.after tt, when getting outta the pool, i slipped. i pushed myself up with both hands, but my hand slipped, and my chin crashed against..*gasP* thE ROuGH SAnDy surface!shaved off a lovely part of my sKin. and coSt a pretty penny tOo.($95.for now.yet to include the cost for the upcoming 2nd visit at the docs)

do i sound like a raving nut? hahaha..i truLy aM jinxeD! needa go grab some holy water, sprinkLe around me, gulp down a gallon, bathe in it..juz get the bad lucK off me~!! didn't believe in luck previously, only in coincidences and probability.but damn.all these incidents happening within a short period of time can't be juz purely coincidental...can it?

anYwaeZ, found out from my fren karen last nite..that the softball guy's name is..._ _ _. hahaha..not saYing~~ :) but he's a taiwanese. *haiz* what if he's returning there after studiEs? *pOof* my magic dream...but then again, juz a dream...

if all these is juz a dream, wanna wakE up! WakE me uP coZ the bloODy bandage on my cHin sticKs out and is a 100% eyesOre! i Look evEn ugLier than bEfore! *argH*

i'm in a pretty gooD mood today.mUz be the marketing paper...my fav paper out of the entire exam! i'm so gLad that my cramming and mugging last night and early this morning paid off *grin* definiteLy worth it. woke up at 4am this morning to catch the moon eclipse..had such a nice view from my balcony to see the moOn.buT hAh...the entire sky was sPonged with rocKy cloud patcHes. the cloud blocKed the view during the eclipse! and the dumb girL who woke up early to catch it juz sat there, frantically gazing at the cLouds for a moOn eclipse that wasn't to be seEn. fAted? perhaps it was hinting me to get back to my mugging! *hmmm*...*shruG*

waited for the rest of the them after the paper.came out early as usual and tried to study for AAA. dRats.how to study when they're exclaiming that they'll fail..blah blah? (p/s: they NEVer do fail.in fact, they juz get As and Bs.haLLo?knock knock into reality?)

saw the softball guy todaY! at first, thought it was a fren-andy,while he was still at a distance, until he walked past and away when i realised..ShiT! it's that cute guY! hahahhaa...kinda toO late. well, at least i wasn't grinning away at someone who'll turn out not to be my fren.
jeez..thought i'll never get to catch another glimpse of him..think he's a year3 student? but i only saw his face for like...1 sec? hahaha...toO bad for me. anywaez, think i should juz forget bout him. :( no point thinking bout him lah~ muz be realistic.

haven't had many meaningful and enriching conversations since study break. haven't been socially active either.damn, i can fEel my EQ sliDing down! haven't DONE anything meaningful or enriching either. my IQ points are cRashing downwards toO. can sense soPpy brainfluid slushing ard my head. *yarg*

dreadfully bad feeling down in my gUt.i'm gonna fail badly for all papers. i'm serious! even if i don't..i'll get a couple of Ds. think i'm gonna get it real bad from my dad...thankfully, results will only be let out late May. can warrant myself a few weekends of temporary relief.

tOok this quirky test..it's a love test, but based on animals. hmm...perhaps loving certain animals denotes that u possess a certain trait?

here are my results:

1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
>>>sounds liKe a horse!

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she
loves you.
>>>hmm..not too sure bout that.never fell in love with anyone and vice verse.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is optimistic.
>>>really??

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
>>how true.muz be the effect of chinese drama serials!sounds like a combo of a snake & a crocodiLe?

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
>>>hahhaa..yes, i admit tt i'm a jeaLous pardNer!unfortunately i've got tons of skeleton bones in my closet...

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
>>>sounds so righteOus! and traditional.but it sounds good.hope it runs both ways--for my pardner toO

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
>>>hahhaa..that lucKy bastard! :P similarly, hope it's a mutual characteristic!

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
>>>who doEsn't?

:) juz had a wonderful time out with my sis last niTE..didn't seem to be doing fantastically fun things, but i'm really gLad that we spent some time together, esp with both of us so busy.

we took a bus to punggol nasi lemak stall(hougang, one bus stop after kovan mrt station)..yUp, the famOus nasi lemak stall that suppLied the yuMmamiciOus fOOd for the tv serial-Holland V~ bUt the pLace was so jam-pacKed, the queue was horrendously long, that we ate other food instead(dim-sum).after supper, walked to hougang central(hougang mall)..and played poOl for 2 hours. hahhaa..the guy tending the place was so quirkY. he asked us both for ICs to check our age, and he thought my sis was sec 1! turns out, both of them were 21. he's really bad at estimating, coz i don't see how my sis, can lOok as young as my bro(who's primary6). anyway, he took my sis's IC to check, returned it to her..and took my IC! hahaha..told u he was weird.
anywaez..such a coincidence! fOund another perSon with the same birthdate as mE :D *grinz* so qiao, yeah? hahhaa..he was kinda excited by it, coz i'm the 1st person he met with the same birthdate. *hmm*
yUpz..
after poOl, we walked back home again..and along the way, this car whizzed by me and the guy in the front passenger seat lOoked like zhihaO! hahaha...and the guy stared and even turned back! hhaha...weird nite yeah? but absolutely fUn! should do it more often(except that it's expensive..) :P