bEen a lOoooNg time since i bLoggEd, yeaH? recounting my past days, i had an enjoyable saturday out with my asc camp frenz(samueL, junyan, raqueL, jovin, soonlai, and later on, jixiang, his gf, peishi.)...chilled out in town, doing nothing mucH excePt walk, crapped, played pranks and aTe. oh yeah, samueL had a really yuMmy oreo cheesecaKe! with extra flavouring such as pepper, salt, cheese, tabasco sauce(haha..i added the tabasco.extra yUmmy) :P

sunday, went for an event organised by TAS. pLayed with kids from 2 diff orphanages..they were really cUte! and naughTy. got labelled as les, gay..and avoided like the plague within minutes of knowing them.*goSh* haha...but i had some gooD, clean fUn. refLecTed on my life bacK that day..felt truLy bLesseD. :) don't u? met up with huiqing in the evening, haha..got daRed(5 bucks & haagen-daz ice-cream..) to go approach both the manager and another guy(both pretty good-lOoking) to assist me in a favoUr. shan't say watz it though~ but i did compLete my daRe *grinZ*

received 2 of my tests..grades sucKed. lapsed into momentary depression..still is, juz not as bad. told all of it to zhihao, and he was 'counselling' me. gOt too mucH on my minD..got to the point that..was toO...'tired' to joke, laugh, talk...reflected on myself. and i was so freaking scared. coz everything is so uncertain...and i don't seem to have accomplished anythinG! i've juz been so bz with stuff, having fun, enjoying myseLf..but i haven't done anything seriouz and meaningfuL. in short, a loser.

had squasH yesterday. deproved so mucH! now, both my forehand & backhand sucK. didn't train much either..gotta bucK up manz...

was still feeling a little down juz nOw, but hahha..thanx to my humourous fren-->weida..hahah..alot better noW :) thanx for ur concErn!

note to eugene: heyz, i was juz in a bad moOD that day, seriouz. no need to apologise to me, in fact, i should be the one apologising..so sorry...

to marcus: i seriouzlee can't recall who u are!hmmz...