Wednesday, April 28

Chocolate , Chocolate Chip , Double Chocolate , Triple Chocolate , Chocolate Fudge , Belgian Chocolate , White Chocolate , Chocolate Truffles , Mint Choc Chip , Dark Chocolate , Rocky Road , Neapolitan , Vanilla , Peppermint , Cookies & Cream , Strawberry , Blueberry , Raspberry , Blackberry , Cherry , Boysenberry , Cranberry , Mulberry , Black Currant , Coffee , Mocha , Cappucino , Peanut Butter , Pistachio , Hazelnut , Walnut , Almond , Macadamia , Maplenut , Toffee , Irish Cream , Peach , Orange , Lemon , Lemon Meringue, Banana , Pineapple , Corn , Apricot , Guava , Grape , Lime , Honeydew , Pear , Kiwi , Watermelon , Coconut , Green apple , Grapefruit , Papaya , Passion Fruit , Chestnut , Avocado , Prune , Marzipan , Honey , Lychee , Butter Pecan , Butterscotch , Praline , Rum & Raisin , Caramel , Tiramisu , Brownie , Marshmellow , Yoghurt , Parfait, Cheesecake , Green Tea , Bubblegum , Tutti Fruitti , Tropical Fruit.

*yUmyuM* hahhaa..did i miss out anyone's fav ice-cream flavour? listed out a whoLE lot that i could think of, plus some inspiration from others. actually..there's a huge variety of those..really weird ones..like..

octopus flavour , eel , rice , ginGer , fish , squid , crab , wasabi , chicken wing , cactus ,ox tongue , sea urchin , beer , chilli , seaweed , vodka , lavender , liqorice , tiger tail and lotsa others..

interesting hUh~ wonder how they taste liKe. any other quirky ones that u've come across before? do shAre!
btw, take a peek here at some of the aforementioned strange ice cream flavours

Tuesday, April 27

why am i online again?! ahhh yes..haha..i know..cOz stUdYing is boRing! a comment i bet many of u have uttered recently, or say during test/exam periods. ironic, really, that i couldn't wait for schooL to start during the previous hoLs.but now..i'm bEgging foR my hoLs!! (kneels down and prays real hard)

been super jinxed recently. losing streak hit me real hard. lost my set of keys. my precious keychains! a lovely gift from zhihong, & another by racquel.*sob* and my house keys can't be duplicated easily... not only that..i also lost my card holder. containing my Ez link card(yes, i lost my ezlink card again..) and my condo card. shiT. that's like a good $50 that i'll have to fork oUt. and i wanted to get so mucH stuff! have to dig into my bank account again..think i needa go hunting for a 4 leave clover or get myself a horseshoe.

jee..wanted to write a testimonial for jasmine(my pri schooL best fren) but friendster sucKs. guess u know the outcome of it by now.

argh!cRavinG for icE-cReam! mega big onE..hahaha...*dRooLs* whEre oh whEre can i get a lovely tub of icE-cream? gelato, sorbets, melts....gimmE!
oh shit..*rubs my fat tummy* maybe nOt.too fat.also, thank goD 7'11 is a gooD 5min walk away..toO lazEe to go there to grab some. haha..and also coz i'm brOke.
3 damn goOD reasons to spoiL my potentially-ice-cream-satisfying-niTe. *argH*
juz can't get any better than that.

Sunday, April 25

don't u juz hate it when u get those sinking feeling deep down in ur dinghy little gut? i dO. and i absolutely hate it...

felt so disgusted with myself, with my attitude. i've changed so much that i don't even know myself at all. i hate it that i'm not in control of my life, i hate it that i don't know who i am, i hate it that i'm such a stupid, depressed bitch who fails at everything in life!
earlier in the evening, sat in the corner of my room, feeling super miserable for whatever stupid reason i cannot fanthom. and pondered upon my life. which has been a complete failure. i cannot even squeeze out a single ounce of success. how good i am hUh. tried to...brighten myself up, by thinking of tHE future. and guess what..i found myself being unmotivated by anything in life. i'm prodding...dragging...crawling..forcing myself to move on in life when i don't have a freaking goal or motivator in life! no wonder i'm depressed.

do i have a lesson learnt here? to source my motivation to the very essence of my existence? to live every day of my life as if it were my last? to constantly bring joy to others and myself? probably will take a long time for me to fulfill any of this..coz i seriously doubt i can do it, with my newly and gradually acquired attitude to life and whatnot.

i'm trying so hard not to be me in certain ways. not to be so sensitive, not to be so stubborn, not to be so revengeful, and the list stretches. but the more i try..the worser the results. i end up being tough and hard in other ways, and extremely sensitive in others. seems to backfire, coz i become even more stubborn, rebellious, arrogant. it's sO hard to understand my ownself, not to even mention understanding others. i sucK.

Friday, April 23

study week's real boring...
on tues, went to schoOl and studied with edward..haha..not mucH progress, but at least it's a start. played sQuash with him, kaixiang. suppose to have training, but there was only des, baozhu, benson, jian and me, so all of us went to have dinner at KAP.hahhaa...had lotsa fun taking photos..would have pasted them here, but realised that my yahoo account has expired! can't seem to activate it either.dArn! played pool with des, ben and jian after that, and went hOme. training was extra fUN :D

wed..slacKed at home, swam a lil..went for ARC's agm. it was fUn, though v. few turned up. glad yuhua turned up toO..hahha..his 1st agm..mei en, kaixiang and huey wen had really high up posts..sUper glad for them! oh yes, had lucky draw..drew nothing twice.but jack had 2nd prize, which he gave me the tic..i got a hp holder~ haha..don't seem to have much lucK at agms. supposedly won at bingo, but didn't shout it as fast as gary diD. oh well..

thurs..erm..let's juz skip this day of absolute slacKness.top-grade kind. ostensible purpose of studying really hard. like i said..ostensibLe :)

friday-today. hmm..went down to the poolside and wanted to study 2 chap before swimming. but only completed one b4 i caved in to the temptation of the inviting waters. saw only 2 dudes in the pool. 1 looked pretty cute.. haha~ but i think i have really bad lucK... recently, whenever i start swimming not too long, the sky darkens.and threateningly sO. and i get up, shower and then, whoala..the sky is bright and sunny! today, i decided to ignore and persevere in not giving in. and so..the skies opened up and it started raining. singapore's weather can be real sardonic at times.

swam 20 laps. oh wait, before u start gasping or anything...there're 2 facts i must state.
1) my place's pool is smaller..hence, 2 laps here= 1 lap of the normal sized pool. so actually, i only did 10 laps. a boo-boo considering i use to normally do 26 back in sec schooL.
2) fat floats. and i have an astonishing amount of it! it's frightful really..

what eLse? hmm..oh yes, daddy fed us with his regular dose of nagging. was changing twirl's litter halfway, and juz fled into my room, blasted the music..and..tried to study. tried. and..i guess i should get my ass moving now...coz i should be studying rite now...ciAoz. :)

Thursday, April 15

wHeeeEeee! no more proj, no more presentations. thank god, no more tutorials after tmr. hate mr lim siew choon to the core. moronic ass...

anywaEz, matriculation's on since tues...had fun doing up deco with des..hahhaa..the spray paint episode. :P we spray painted the styrofoam..and it got onto the floor...haha, coz we didn't line it up with anything! anywaez, started panicking afterwards, but this cleaner helped us get rid of it..and we thanked him, saying that magnum force thanks you! hahaha...oh mY~ coz magnum force is on the left, and arc on the right of our booth.

today, amanda and i tended the booth...hahha...what fun! we were scanning, and saw this damn cute guy, playing tennis! he's not from there though..from jap club. he was wearing a grey formal top, and he's side profile is already damn hot. hahaha..when he turned ard..wOw..he's got this slightly naughty boy look, with earring on the left ear. *chuckLes* and we were juz watching him play..when he missed..and the ball rolled to my leg..awww...hahaha..talk about viewing upcLosE! :P

saw another guy, from softball whom i thought was quite good looking toO..thought he's damn stylish and quite manly..but amanda disagreed. oh well, but we had similar taste for once--that grey formal top guy! hhahahaha..had lotsa fun through this matriculation ex...
got closer to a few asc frenz--jack, kx, yuhua, raymond. and others from arc..like..mei en, huey wen, soo boon.. :)

tmr's the second last day..hope that more guys will sign up for it! coz we're really in need of guyzzzz....
btw...luke's fren, from tennis..looks a lil bit like my ex. miniature version though, coz he's not that tall. amanda said that my ex looks better..but i totally disagreed. heH.

Monday, April 12

a-mazing.heart-wrenching.awe inspiring. juz watched Passion of the Christ today, with lydia and 3 of her caregroup frenz. it was a poetic, romantist film...with many scenes, few words. the gaze, the emotions welled up. really touching movie.

heard all the accounts of friends..and that they cried during the film...haha..resolved not to do so.but i did! seeing all the welts, the suffering, the resolve not to deny God and give in to Satan. my gosh..the tears juz started..and thus, this is the first film that i actually cried.

one of his teachings: " You have heard that it was said,'Love your neighbour and hate your enemy. But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get?"

but it was during the feast, or the last supper, that he gave his life up for his friends, for everyone of us..jee...it got my tears coming again. when He cried out whilst on the cross, for Eloi (my God), to forgive the people, for they do not know. waoz. his mercy and his grace..is really wonderful!

thinking of getting the vcd when it's out. it's one thing reading the bible and imagining the tortures He went through, but another, watching it in graphic detail. ouch factor of 10 outta 10. really glad i watched the film. have u? :)

Friday, April 9

tired.exhausted.mentally, physically...i need a break! juz waiting for my prince charming on a beautiful black stallion, to swish me off to paradise.my god..i truly am hallucinating! realistic world..no such thing. all i'm waiting for should be my prince charming, in his swanking shiny nice mazda, drive me off to some place for a holiday. haiz. still not practical enougH. i'm basically..juz waiting for my prince charming! probably still be doing that half a lifetime later..

meanwhiLe, needa lose weight! *argH* fat legs, humongous spare tyre, fat arms, fat butt, even my toes and fingers and fat. and i've lost my stamina..gotta work on it. but where can i spare the time from? too tired to think bout anything eLse. level of intelligence juz dropped another 17%.

Wednesday, April 7

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Saturday, April 3

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.




~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Friday, April 2

*haaaaallelujiaH*! ecd report's finally in. wat an exhausting period. wed, my mom's old fren came to visit! sister sunee & her english husband-paul. trip from england down, juz for visiting frenz. bought lotsa chocs..haha..*oh nOoo*

studied for pqs test, and had to rush out the entire financial plan of our biz plan btw thurs, and fri 5pm. stayed in school till 9+ doing it, and stayed over at wanrou's place to complete it. muz thank her hospitality..haha..for taking xiuli, tingting and me in :) finally wrapped it up at 4+ today..lack of sLeEp!! @_@ xiuli's worse..she's gotta work tonite.

on the bus 153 home, fell asleep, and sorta..accidently leaned on the guy beside me..hahhaa..so paiseh!
slept for bout 15min..and went to meet zhihong for dinner..at geylang. yuMmy fooD! haha..actually, i've hardly ever been there? can't rem going there to eat. had bak kut teh there..absolutely scumptious :) glad to see that he's doing great. juz completed bmt, and posted to be an AFV operator. well..not too bad, juz about 2 years 1 mth more to gO!

gotta get some sleep..boulders pulling down my eyelids.